Hi
Im new to this, but I've decided to do this in memory of my son. I know there are lots of blogs out there but this is about my memories of my beautiful son Will who lost his battle for life after two transplants.
This is about my survival as a mother. It will incorporate Wills life before he died and our family. Also how his death has changed the whole dinamics and how we have moved on without him.
I am a total believer in organ transplant and will discuss this futher after being on the other side of the fence, its not nice wishing someone's death to save your child! But if it wasn't for those wonderful people out there we wouldn't have had an extra wonderful 18 months with our son.
It was an unfortunate event that lead us to him needing a second transplant but it shows how fickle life can be and how all hope can be pulled away from you so quickly.
I would like to post on a regular basis my feelings but life is so hard and some days are ok and some days are so dark I just can't see a future for me, even though I love my other children so much there is this gaping dark hole in my life that only Will could fill. I Would give my everything to have that back.