So long since I've posted a blog. Coming up to what should have been Will's 18th on Feb 10th. I wonder everyday how he would look and how life would be if he was still here with us.

The pain doesn't get easier or less, just there.

Life still contains lots of other rubbish and some days I want to fly away and leave it all behind, but won't do that until kids no longer need me, then time for me, not sure what to do but something magical I think.